shut the door n windows! it's a cooker! 94 degrees! I was feeling rather tired from a restless night of no sleep. day 3 on period. means my worst day indeed,,,lots of pain thruout my body . I layed down on my bed and my husband walked in as I was sleeping n woke me up n said to leave this hot room n lay in the AC. we have two AC's one in living room n one in kids room.

we layed down on the kids beds n turned the ac on there. took some asprin n felt a bit better but boy does the weather have alot to do with health.

I can instantly see that todays heat has effected me during my most vulnerable time of all. n I wonder how many old people are going without AC.

the kids are not playing outside tonight .. I can tell u that much. yesterday while picking up jasmine from school being overheated was enough to get my attnetion for todays even hotter weather. out of this tomorrow we should get a good storm tomorrow wich is predicted. I am glad my husband works in AC! I could not be happier about it because I know in his old factory job I worried sick about him.
keep cool outside and drink water. I think this summer might even be a match or worse then last yr.

nasa here

I am hopin my huby wont play cop with me today. I am so tired of that unessesary load of wondermont full of crap from him. I respected n loved when he helped me organize my cubbards but I dont apreciate when he shifts my things around so that I cannot reach them.. all so that they can stand in attention in a straight line. I can understand a weekly event of wondering if I am getting behind on my household duties,, I salute his determination in keeping things in order n I have been bearing my load here . I hate when he comes out here n there is NO mess or anything n yet the bannanas are not straight enough on the counter. u kidding me or something? well he does this for about two months after we have to moved to anywhere or have just spring cleaned or fall cleaned. he seems to throw more good away then bad however. I dont see why is brain is so phobic about everything ,,n if I lived like him I'd be a complete basket case. ok we are far from being hoarders I can assure u of that. how much time does it take for movers to move us each time we move? an hour. no I am not kidding.

I have good stuff of basics n nothing extra believe me. wich is fine but oh my god if he had it his way it be the bare bones of things n thats it .

we are almost bare bones,, if not for me not much life would flutter about this apt. I got my birds and colorful artwork the kids make me on the walls n frige wich seems ridiculous to his standpoint,,maybe because he came from a diff place n culture where just a table of fruit stood and maybe couches n a tv with maids doing the scrubbing.

I am afraid he has picked an american to be his wife. that means I am colorful and joyous at heart. we love our junky things that make it look alive in here.

but anyways my point is believe me things are not an eyesore here. anyone can inspect me n I'd pass but not with my husband he wants the saltshaker n pepper lined up exact. so to speak.

I hope this dies out fast as it does usually n I welcome him once a week inspect things so I dont slide backwards with cubbard n closest clutter but seriously,,day after day every second someone sets a cup down? I think we are going a little flippy there. anyways I''ll report back later how inspection went. yes sir!

it's nasa here,,beam me up . ..outer space man. geeez gimee a break.

catching up

It seems like a long time scince I blogged. I think I am trying to transition over from multiply to blogger ,,but I feel a little lost. I think I will poke around n see if I can find my way around here more because I am starting to feel very lonley for friends n fun blogging. actually I have one friend already here..waving to rebecca :)

its been a busy two weeks. I had a court date for my sons guardianship change. I am no longer the guardian,,my ex was there and his name is george. my son georgeE is 19 and non verbal. he is autisitic. he lives in a group home. I am very grateful that the guardianship has changed to where it did because I trust the foundation n character of this guardian very much. I was pretty emotional at the end of things ,,I dont know? something about him being an adult already and just the mere fact I wished for his life to be so different. in the end my mother n I discussed how approporiate in the end how it all fell into place. I could of done fine without georges dad being there (my ex) his mental state is not exactly einstein material nor is he comon sence prone. I wasnt shocked for his wierd display of dramas.

but that chapter is done now n on tues it was actually GeorgeE's birthday. yes the big 19. so jessica my friend and the kids and I brought a cake over n cut it up n celebrated  very quietly n short. school nite and all. I will post pics,,I have to get my 11 yr old son chris to help upload. from his iphone. my daughter jasmine age 5 and chris have been quite active! there really enjoying the summer weather. there counting down the days til the last of school. jasmines been having a campout week at school so she brought her little blanky n pillow and everyday they talk about what camping is like. today at school chris has career day,,a variety of firemen and emt's come to the school outside to demenonstrate what there job is like. n rebecca the kids have graduated to there own room. we have beautified there room and set the tv up n game systems in there,,n I even found a book shelf n put in the room for all there books. the story books u sent them are beautifully displayed mashallah.

atifrst I was the one struggling n feeling like there away from me but then I realized how nice it was to have my own room back. to beat the monsters n scary ghosts of night time dramas I set up there rotating jungle scene lamp n leave it on as a nite light. my husband has been wonderful about helping me with some light housework. everytime the kids pick up n him to,,I praise them. we got done with all the spring cleans now.

jani got the car registered and we are just so ready to start our adventures again. finally a new lease in freedoms...a car,, a new start.

no more hard walks to the grocery store n maybe even more trips to the beach. mothers day came n went. jani got me sunglasses n flip flops and chris ran to the dollor store n got me a cute ceramic egg that opens like a jewelry box and 4 new glass glasses,,I was touched and jasmine made me a beautiful painting n card. I definetly felt blessed. thats about it for now. I know it's alot but two weeks of being quiet does that to me lol.

now to get cozy here. multiply has become a ghost town. changes are always good though. I do believe.

having a hard time navigating around blogger. I hope to get used to this soon.  I feel like the new kid on the block n alo feeling a little bit shy. :)

a birthday party

this is my first blog on blog spot. first thing to blog about is my daughters friend adnas birthday party thats going to be held at chuckee cheese. my daughter is the one in pink n her friend is in the blue.

we got her a bear you can color with markers.
this should be a good day.:)